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Mistress Alexa,

I hope you had a wonderful weekend.  To answer your last message I am notsure where I will be in the near or distant future.  I was hoping youcould help me define my path.  I am going shopping tomorrow for thefollowing items:  K-Y jelly, panties (size 5), condoms, and a realisticdildo (9″ or 10″).  Do you have any other suggestions for me?  I hope youget my envelope soon.  Please message me when you do and I will callyou.  Please give me further instructions when you are able.  I will bewaiting patiently for your guidance. Where do we go from here?  Takecare.  I will write back soon.

Respectfully Submitted,
Sissy

Date:  Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:22:30 -0800 (PST) [12/31/2005 01:22:30 AM EST]

To:  alexa@houseboys.net

wow just got done reading the story “Sucker” by VickieTern MMMMMMM
  ooooo gawd i want that to happen to me soooo much

Place me like a seal over your heart…like a seal over
your arm….for love is as strong as death…it’s jealousy
as strong as the grave…it burns like a blazing fire…
like a mighty flame…many waters cannot quench love…
rivers cannot wash it away…if one were to give all the
wealth of his house for love, it would be utterly scorned…
E LOVE 2 U………D. P. H.

Mistress Alexa,

It was wonderful to talk with you on the phone today.  You sounded very
experienced and understanding.  I found that very refreshing.  I can not
wait to talk to you in more detail next week.  Now here is a little bit
of information about myself. …
 I am
very serious about under going shemale training.  However, discretion is
paramount due to my professional and personal situation.  I am also very
nervous about the transformation process.  I have had limited experiences
with other Dommes with little fulfillment.  Afterwards  I usually felt
empty inside.  I am looking for a Mistress that knows how to bring out
the “slut women” inside me.  I hope you will be the one. 

I have gone through many buy and purge cycles in my lifetime.  I hope you can explain
all this to me eventually.  Please message me back with some information
about yourself and any future plans you have for me.  Let me know what
you want me to do next.  I am very willingly, serious, but nervous as
well.  Hope you can understand my situation.  I hope this message finds
you well. I will be patiently waiting to hear from you soon.  Take care.

Respectfully Submitted,

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Can you please help me?  My strong desire and need to have my under clothing managed will not leave me alone.  Is there a way to have someone convince me that I should be wearing diapers or any female under garments by brain washing, blackmail, love or a combination of what ever it takes.  jim