13
Apr

I was very excited to have a talk with you today. I am very much wanting to please you. What yoga poses should I try. Do you want me to look them up. I will do what ever you ask of me. Pleasing you is my goal. I think of you all day long and am looking for something that I can carry with me that is my little piece of you. Just you talking with me and telling me what you would like from me today was very arousing. I am yours and want to do anything you ask or want me to do. I long to be yours. It may be role playing but I am not treating as such and look forward to your every command. I look forward to our next conversation with great anticipation.

Your willing and enthusiastic servant……….

24
Aug

Alexa,

I am to begin to soften my body, my style, my attitude when at work and on the street and at home. Feel submissive deeply. Let it show through good grooming, tasteful clothes, pretty fragrances and softly asking if I may help my colleagues (superiors) how I an make them more successful.

Gradual steps. From clear nail polish to light pink. From closer shaving to touches of make-up. From a softer haircut to a hair-do with undertones of highlights.

Softly moving my hips as I do their errands. Defer to their judgment. Coaching becomes maid service and then servitude.

From  boss to (giggle giggle) the office sussy.

I can imagine J referring to me as Sussy in our meetings. I can hear M make a comment on the phone about some faggot in his office that goes around being called sussy. Sussy as my hips move. Sussy as I make that special face.

My nourishment comes from my moments beneath A. The way she looks down at Sussy. The soft laugh knowing sussy is deeply addicted. The eunuch Sussy.